Friday, June 12, 2015

Scarred

Two weeks of unrealistic expectations, breakneck training without repetition, daily humiliation and the empathic equivalent of throwing bricks at a stone wall, I am unemployed again.

It has been a trying, vicious, emotionally retarded and altogether unpleasant experience.  I have not quit a job in 15 years; I do not like the feeling of quitting, I do not like the process or the baggage that follows or all the rehashing that goes along with it - should, shouldn't, could have, did try, what did I miss, fuck it.

Feel crippled and exhausted and for that reason the blog hasn't seen much activity.  But until the next job comes along, I have time again.  Time I didn't want to have, but there it is.

Life sucks.
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3 comments:

  1. Jomo RisingJune 12, 2015 at 11:40 AM

    I hate the cyclical rehashing. Sucks every time I do it. I slip away, farther and farther. But... There is D&D, and my Love.

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  2. Maximillian BoiiJune 12, 2015 at 1:11 PM

    That's really too bad. I'm glad you realized and got out quickly. Still must be demoralizing though.

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  3. Vlad malkavJune 19, 2015 at 1:47 AM

    I'm sorry for you, and as Maximilian said, glad that you got out of this hell early.

    Good luck for next time !

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